I'm so sorry.

Do you want to know why I wrote this blog in the first place? Greed. I wanted to join Him. The Tall One. I wanted to become one of his minions, to become immortal. I thought that those tapes were one of His hauntings, a log of two of His victims. I thought that doing this would attract Him to me, as well as some other things I've done, that I'd really rather not mention.

The truth of the matter is that there is no Tall One. Just like there is no boogeyman, like there is no bigfoot. What I have released to the world is something so much worse than any of those things. I have released Odio into the world. The Broken God is getting dangerously close to being summoned, and it's my fault. I have seen Odio's true form, and I can feel my grip on reality loosening.

Please, Moon...try to stop what I have caused. It's too late for me, I am becoming one with Odio. These are almost certain to be my last words that I can actually control. Please...stop them. You must.sto p th yOUCANNOTSTOPMASTERODIOmoon plea he is under our control now nno please let me g y o u r t i m e i s u p h u m a n


LONGLIVE master o d i o

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DEATHTO all who o p p o s e u s

A Breakthrough, kind of. Okay, not really.

After researching for even longer, I've finally got something of (minimal) value on whatever NHK means.

First off, two dead ends: A Light Novel/Manga/Anime series named "Welcome to the NHK", and a real Japanese TV Station called NHK. As you can imagine, these things have nothing to do with me.

The final thing is a very obscure corporation that was in business during World War II.  Now, I am not quite sure why this rings a bell so much with me. It's just like all of my other "memories", just strange fragments and suggestions of things. The only info I got was from a scan of a document of sorts. All I got out of it was that it exists. What it was about, and why I can't get any good info on it I'm still trying to figure out.

N-H-K...

N-H-K. N-H-K, N-H-K.

Three letters that have been floating in my consciousness since I woke up.

N-H-K...

My hours of research have led to nothing, but why does this keep eating away at me? I feel that this is something very important, and I don't know why.

he who is afraid of death
must give himself up to become immortal

Truth of the moon

I'm not quite sure how to start this off to be fully honest with you. This whole thing just makes no sense.

First off, "Moon" is quite obviously not my real name. Well, I'm pretty sure it's not my name, I don't really remember. I don't really remember anything. It's not as simple as "I forgot the past few days", I literally remember nothing but a few bits and pieces of things. I woke up in a forest today, and that is basically where my comprehensible memory starts. Before that, I have odd fragments of things. I remember some faces, but no names, some strange out of place events that have no rhyme or reason.

 Anyways, after I woke up and looked around a bit, I noticed that there was a camera on the ground. I absent-mindedly picked it up and groggily stumbled around in this forest for a bit. I somehow managed to find my way to this house. I knocked on the door, and no one was here. The door was unlocked, so I came in. I promptly fell asleep on the floor.
After I woke up feeling a bit better, there was still no one here. It was then I realized that that camera I picked up had been recording for quite some time, so I shut it off. I checked around a bit, and found this computer.

I now understand that this house belongs to someone named James, as does this blog. I also understand that, judging by the previous few posts, something has happened to him. I also can't help but think this blog has something to do with me, I'm not sure why. Just another odd memory fragment.

Now, at first I thought the obvious: Am I James? The answer to that is no, after looking around on this computer I've found some pictures of him, and he does not look like me. So, I guess I'll be using this blog as something. A search for my identity, I guess.

I am so sorry.

You won't have to forgive me, for I will be gone soon.

You will understand.








I promise

Watching the tapes, part 4

Tape ten has the two entering the woods for their investigation of the symbols. This tape is almost nothing but walking and talking, however right at the end of it they find a tree with another symbol on it. Andrew (he is holding the camera) notices it and points it out to Sam, who is silent. He asks Sam what the problem is, and he turns around. There is a man standing far away. He is wearing a black jacket with a white shirt, has black gloves on, has a strange mask on, and he is holding a knife. The pulsing effect from the other tapes starts here.

Now, as I look at this man here in the tape, I get the two unlabeled tapes now. This man was following them.
And I can't believe what I'm seeing here, but there's no other way to put it. The man is levitating a camera beside him. I know it sounds ridiculous, but that is exactly what I'm seeing. It also explains the floating effect in the other tapes as well.

Tape eleven seems to be a continuation of the previous one. The two are running through the woods, but they have gotten lost. The two are babbling incoherently to each other. Eventually, there is some static, and it is suddenly night time. Sam grabs the camera, and looks around to find Andrew not around anywhere. He has no idea what direction to go, so he goes in a random direction. He keeps calling out for Andrew. Eventually, he comes up to the same tree as before, with the symbol on it. The tree has a hole in it, and there is blood in the hole. He later finds Andrew dead, and...I'm not even going to describe anything. You can imagine it, and I really feel sick just thinking about it now. Sam turns in fear, and suddenly a person in a brown hoodie jumps out of nowhere. It is definitely not the same person as before. Sam runs in the other direction, and a person in a black hoodie is standing in that direction. The man in the jacket as previously mentioned appears as well. Sam tries to run away, but he seems to run into an invisible wall. The pulsing effect shows up when he hits it. He turns around and the three people are walking towards him. The tape turns to static and there is a very loud distorted sound. The tape then cuts to Sam lying on the ground, now in the daytime. His body doesn't look at all damaged, however. There is a bright flash of light, and then the tape ends.

No...this isn't right.

Something has gone horribly wrong here.